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Paranoid much?

Maybe I am a little bit too paranoid when it comes to boys, or girls or people in general. I have these crazy conspiracy theories going on whenever I talk to someone, or someone talks about someone else. I am still contemplating if this is the 'you should freaking go to the doctor' level or a less serious 'just get out of your house already' kind of thing. I am sensing it is the latter but you know you can never be sure. Feels like the blog is getting crappier, day by day. I mean I used to write manageable, bearable stuff with a slight humorous slice to it but lately all I feel is 'DEPRESSING' . Yeah like that Big Fat Letters moaning at me from every word I write down, and I feel like if I don't do it porperly I might as well stop. But then again I know myself enough by now(at the glorious age of soon to be 22) that I will always need a platform where I can jibber jabber about my days, and frankly speaking this seems way better than A, talking to an actu...
Good evening :) I felt like blabbering about today, because finally something happened. Some things. I would not say I did anything awesome, or useful or worthy to mention, still. I have watche Ironman 3. and .... MINDBLOWN I think I haven't had such a great time in a long while. It feels like I am slowly also getting back on track( lord how I hate this phrase but my limited English knowledge allowed me no sophisticated expressions of my thoughts) but a little voice keeps pushing me to speed up a little since life seems to pass me by. But I remember what happened last time I tried to push myself. That was no Disney movie, but hey it is about time to kill off the whiny bitch. so, whiny bitch off to a hopefully more productive day, summer and life. (big steps sista, look out) Also I found some inspiration on twitter that I previously used only to feed my obsession, and dreams of  an impossible measure, so I guess I am finally using it for a better reason. Books ...

Those who love you

Never underestimate the power of love. The love of those who protect you, the love you feel for anyone all what brings us together. I remember the day I started this blog, I was excited and well...young. Some might as well say stupid. Did that change? I am in no place to judge that, but I certainly do hope there has been some changes eversince. I have got a new domain for example. No biggies. This is not a new life just a new phase. Beginning today.