Paranoid much?
Maybe I am a little bit too paranoid when it comes to boys, or girls or people in general. I have these crazy conspiracy theories going on whenever I talk to someone, or someone talks about someone else. I am still contemplating if this is the 'you should freaking go to the doctor' level or a less serious 'just get out of your house already' kind of thing. I am sensing it is the latter but you know you can never be sure. Feels like the blog is getting crappier, day by day. I mean I used to write manageable, bearable stuff with a slight humorous slice to it but lately all I feel is 'DEPRESSING' . Yeah like that Big Fat Letters moaning at me from every word I write down, and I feel like if I don't do it porperly I might as well stop. But then again I know myself enough by now(at the glorious age of soon to be 22) that I will always need a platform where I can jibber jabber about my days, and frankly speaking this seems way better than A, talking to an actu...