I trust nobody

Why?

One simple reason, if i take myself as an example why would i ever try to trust anyone?

Anyone can lie, and I can't detect it, and anyone can tell everything I ever told him/her to someone else.


As simple as that.


Will I never trust ?

Good, question, very very good question, namely the only question popping into my mind recently which gets me thinking for long hours.

If my theory is correct, that the reason behind me not trusting anyone FULLY on this earth is me and myself only, it is very very unlikely that it will ever change into 'Rina trusting everything that moves'

And let's face it that's honestly heartbreaking and pathetic at the same time. Or just smart?

Can we call something smart, when it might be an intelligent choice but at the same time it is degrading our emotional intelligence.

And how do we define trust? Because I am pretty sure there are levels to it. Like I can still trust someone even if I don't tell every one of my secrets(yeah some of them better be hidden forever) to him or her, or the word trust is only used in complete ways?

One example I trust my mother, but I don't tell her everything about my Saturday nights,can I still say I trust her?


These kind of things keep me thinking but at the end I grow too tired of using my brain(LOL really?) and I just leave it as that. But as I am growing older it is getting more and more important to get some answers for the questions I ever posed to myself in my life.

Older people, do we ever get answers?

I feel like my english is getting poorer and poorer day by day, shoot I gotta go read some books.....


Rina off


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