New Year New Life?

Maybe 3 years ago I would have started a post with a title like that, but I guess I'm old enough now to realize that a new year is only the beginning of another 12 months of sucking.
Nevertheless I thought about showing some new music this January and announcing my first official video for 9th of January:) *yay*

my new favourite JOO from JYP Entertainment with Bad Boy



then a little fangirling:)

MBLAQ came out with Cry which is so so so cool with the dance*-* and the sophisticated agony underwater*-* and the make-up!! .....wait no make up:@


my favourite line btw is "don't trust women" it is a good advice boys:D

then what else could I show hmm oh yeah I got it(writing oh yeah made me think of another song as well OK I'm showing that one too:)) TVXQ with only two official member left, released this dance song..I think I don't like them enough to be able to take this in...but it's still part of the legend so...



this comment under the video just got my attention:
"Still, I think if SME continues to call them TVXQ, they should sell their stuff at a 60% discount, since we're short 60% of the group."

and the bonus I came up with while I was thinking:P

GD & T.O.P feat. Park Bom- Oh Yeah



and after the live here's the studio version, just to hear miss Park's amazing vocals:D



Something completely different:)

I have started with a new sitcom 'All my love' just because of Doojoon from Beast (can i become more pitiful?:P) and then I fell in love with the whole thing you can find it on mysoju.com with english subtitles:)

I have also watched or maybe it would be more appropriate to say I screw 3 hours from my life with Eat, Pray, Love and the only thing why I kept coming back from my survival breaks (making popcorn, drinking)was because I thought Julia Roberts is still able to choose a project for herself. I was wrong...

Yesterday an old acquaintance messaged me on Messenger which took me by surprise, and I was glad that not everyone is so narrowminded like myself(thinking you've hurt my friend I'm not talking to you:D)


Nowadays i think a lot about my mom and her possible depression but I was too selfish lately and noticed my problems. But the thing the makes me upset the most that even though I would love to help her I'm 200 kilometres away and there are things that even the internet and computers can't solve while watching Housewife Kim KwangJa's Third Activities(http://www.mysoju.com/housewife-kim-kwang-jas-third-activities/) I couldn't stop my tears. I don't want to become like that daughter but I feel I'm already like her...

I should probably go:) have a nice day:)

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