Happy B-day to Mr. Gangsta'

Before I start let me write a short message to my future self, it'll only take 2 minutes

Dear Rina


there are two options
1. you are unemployed, cut-off of the family budget,miserable and fat still holding onto a picture of your favourite idol under the bridge
2. you are a succesful tour-guide/hotel-manager/YG-dancer(most unlikely) and you are married to a wonderful guy.


The way you probably reached the 1. was not studying , being lazy, staying home all the time and watching dramas. But if for some odd reasons you got the 2. then I would like to sincerely congratulate because most likely after you wrote this to yourself you turned off the computer went to sleep and the next day you started exercising, stopped blaming others instead of yourself and most importantly you have only occasionally watched series.

Love,
Rina20110204


Well, yes it took more then 2 minutes right?Who cares:)
I'm always looking forward to Thursdays because on these days I get to dance in a proper environment..or t least that's what I hope for every single Thursday morning when I wake up.
Today was no different, but I soon have to realize that my dance teacher is still a popular Vietnamese-Hungarian singer/dancer so the more I try to move to have a little space in the room the more little 12-13-14 years old fangirls are taking my air.
So I finalized my thoughts and with the help of my friend and my family, I think I am going to quit.Most of the people I know will believe I gave up because I wasn't good enough, and I chickened out of it. But that's not true, or at least that's only part of the truth.
I know I worked really hard and it's the only thing that matters to me, but I also know the reactions of fellow dancers from the class so I put my life(ok this sounds too dramatic) into the hands of Fortuna:)

There will  be a class from next week on in college that's going to cross my dancing schedule, so if the teacher will allow me to go to another seminar group than I won't quit, call me stupid but I still believe in a thing called destiny so if God or whoever rules from above(or under) wants me to dance then he will let me.

About the title yes it's our favourite Korean underground/nowadays mainstream rapper NassuN's 28th Birthday so i wish him another succesful and creative year in the industry.

http://yeizon.com/

if you have time visit this site to listen to some awesome music:)

My back hurts today unusually so I'm gonna get going Gnite!!

Rina off

p.s I really do love dancing so please pray for me:D

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