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Hello world:)

Breaking news!!!!! I just woke up.... OK, OK not so breaking and not so news but today I had a little talk with one of my friends and I realized how much pain she is going through because of the same thing I guess I am. This conversation also made me notice how well I'm handling this compared to her, I annoy just a minimal amount of my friends with 'talking about him' not everyone around me.Soooo, yes I'm over it. More about our little trip to Vienna on Thursday: We were totally excited about it but at the same time I was freaking out because of the heat.I'm not tolerating well the hot temperature, really I look like someone who had run the marathon even after I take two steps in this hot wheater. But I endured it. It was fine till the end of the day, we went to see the castle of Schönbrunn and we took a lot of photos, and then we took on the Vienna public transportation to get to Mariahilferstraße which was awesome. After long long hours of shopping all we...

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What is bad about having an invisible wound? You can never prepare for those moments when something touches it accidentally and it hurts so bad you could cry, and 9 times out if 10 you usually do. And then you wait, and wait, and you even think that it's healed, and then BUMMM. There you have it again, the wave of pain is rushing through your body, and it's not like you can blame it on anyone. It's all your fault, you were careless, you thought it's just another decision what adults make, you think you are over it but that's a fairytale. I used to think that feelings can be controlled by mind, and it worked for a total of 6 months(approximately)(not like I counted :D)and after everyone has already told you that you are doing something wrong with your life, and you didn't listen to any of those true friends that tried to stop you, at a point you stop being stubborn.That's the point where you are usually late. I am not writing this out of self-pity. I had my...