Hello world:)

Breaking news!!!!!

I just woke up....


OK, OK not so breaking and not so news but today I had a little talk with one of my friends and I realized how much pain she is going through because of the same thing I guess I am. This conversation also made me notice how well I'm handling this compared to her, I annoy just a minimal amount of my friends with 'talking about him' not everyone around me.Soooo, yes I'm over it.

More about our little trip to Vienna on Thursday:

We were totally excited about it but at the same time I was freaking out because of the heat.I'm not tolerating well the hot temperature, really I look like someone who had run the marathon even after I take two steps in this hot wheater. But I endured it. It was fine till the end of the day, we went to see the castle of Schönbrunn and we took a lot of photos, and then we took on the Vienna public transportation to get to Mariahilferstraße which was awesome. After long long hours of shopping all we had to do was to catch our train and we were already there at the staion but there was still almost 2 hours till the train so we decided to go back to Claire's to buy something for Natsu. And then we sat down on a bench, she wanted to smoke, so she did. I should have insisted more on smoking on our way back, but instead I let her smoke while sitting because I saw she was tired, so my good heart cost me 12 euro more on the way back from Vienna through Wiener Neustadt, but at the end I liked it. We got to meet a boy named Markus who helped us buy the ticket, and even gave me some coins for me to go to the restroom. Speaking of helping, I would like to thank here MY FRIEND and ANGEL Ben here for being so fast on replying to my desperate text message and helping us out, it means a lot to me, and I don't really think I'll be able to thank him ever. oh and thanks to Tom too who replied, and did not ignore my message, because in that crucial moment(I was close to break down because Natsu near me was already having something similar to a breakdown and I was in a city, and none of my parents were available, and I only had 50 euros with me etc...)he brought me back to reality with his rational reply. Thank you :)It was an adventureous journey but we had great time too.

On this holy day I promise to try harder to put my thoughts into deeds in order to not to let this happen again, and of course plan my time better.

other:D

Today I'm gonna have the last party of summer and I feel like something good's gonna happen.
VeryVery Good.or not, but hey I at least go.

I hope I can share some good news tomorrow but in order for that I will have to get out of the flat and and eat, and buy stuff for tonight, mainly just something to eat. Yes, again I'm starving because I'm too lazy to go out to the hot hot streets of Budapest city. But I reached a point now, that I'm gonna have to move my lazy ass or I'll die here (too dramatic I know, but you know what I mean)

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