Working Girl Wasting Time

Just like a movie, or a musical.

Yeah rather a musical, since I am a hopless romantic always singing type of girl.

I wish life was a musical. With music everything would be so much better. Even my stupid mistakes at work would feel less pressuring if a pleasant soprano would sing a chitchatty song about how everyone makes mistakes once in a while.

But I guess life can't grant every one of my wishes. But I sure can make them come true. Though not with what I 'achieved' today. I went to the zoo with a lovely friend <3 which was just amazing but I realized that going out once to prove it to myself that I am not always at home is NOT enough. I already wasted most of my time on doing nothing, it is time to start living outside of my comfort zone, my little world at home.

From tomorrow on I don't care how tired I am after work at least 3 hours a day I need to spend outside of my house, far away from my computer. I am starting with going for some nice Sunday programs, probably not with the one I want to, but if he is like that I am like this too.


This is my turning point from nagging complaining bitch, to a person who's parents can be proud to call her their daughter.

Speaking of parents I need to call my mother and of course my dearly missed brother:)


That's it for today and a picture(stolen from Natsu's facebook) of us at the zoo YAY :)



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