Mondays

Hey:))

I know it is Tuesday but I just realized I forgot(again) to blog on Monday and I have some things to tell.

Maybe I am really getting more and more tired by work and maybe I should just try and find a workplace with less working time or responsibilities(for of course less money) or just marry a rich guy .

I am getting mad at people I love and it hurts so much after, also today I woke up thinking about how I might have made a mistake with a guest yesterday...gosh when I go in today I am ready for getting scolded(although I really hope I am just overreacting and at the and I was right).So it ain't good. I don't want to yell at those I love.

Also I am very grateful to my cousin who made the past few days more exciting and I am looking forward to next week when she is back in the city again.

As some of you might know I am doing a body cleansing diet, with a lot of tea(I started a few days ago so I am not that committed yet) but it is so hard , since at the hotel or on the street there are so many food and drinks that are hard to resist and are on my DO NOT EAT list. I get it now how much I should actually respect those who do these diets and lifestyle changes in order to stay healthy and pretty.


Even at the grocery store I should remind myself that instead of the sweets section I should wander eround more near the fruits-vegetables section. Damnnn.

Yesterday a long-time-no-see friend visited and made my day better, so it was kind of nice.

:) :)


In related news I think I really should meet up with some friends from Sopron I kind of miss them.

Also nowadays I started to live my life by counting down the days till the next day-off I know it sounds as if I am too lazy to work, but seriously people don't get this job.


Yesterday morning as well, there was this Ukranian or Russian guy who stayed for one night and we blocked a certain amount on his credit card as a guearantee, and when I nicely tried to ask him for the original card at check-out and tried to explain it to him how this works with the banks(takes at least three days to unblock the amount if he is not paying with that card, even though we fax the bank right away) he started yelling at me, how blocking someone's card is illegal, and he doesn't care what I do, but he wants his money right now, and he wants to use an other card. This. Exactly this is what others and frankly speaking I don't get either, why do people have to yell, when I am talking to them calm, and in a nice manner. WHY THE FUCK is he yelling at me when the only thing I want is help him, to get his money back the sooner.


These kind of guys, and guests are making it 100 times harder than a regular office work, but I get it.
I chose this occupation, no one else pushed me. But I gotta tell you maybe I was naive and young, and later on I might change since I get my wrinkles way too early.



Wish me luck for today, I am trying my best not to mess up anything:))


Kisses

Rina

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