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If I could turn back time...

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hey Let's face, from time to time we face this feeling but for most of us, it goes away at the moment when we realise why we did not do that thing that we regret now. But some of us, who are not able to handle their lives the way it should be, well, we face these feelings every two months and it can only be covered for a few months in our minds then it pops up again, blocking our sanity, making us unable to live our lives...and to be honest it sucks. big time. It's like our period(talking to women), it's uncomfortable although we do know when it's due, and we can easily plan everything, it's still not comfy at all. But thanks to my tremendous amount of experience in not blocking my selfish feelings and ending up hurting the other, i finally seem to be able to hold myself back from ruining the pleasant lifestyle of a past love nterest just because of the "if could turn back time" virus commonly known as the "what if" situation. As an educa...

MBLAQ is back babyyyy!

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Hey:) so my favorite boys have released their anticipated 3rd mini album and I L.O.V.E it. and the title MV? it is just so not MBLAQ and at the same time it is totally them, with G.O-s emotional voice, with Mir's phlegmatic rap and Seungho's lips and Joon's annoying but at the same time improving voice...or wait is it really theM:::??? who is that guy that has Cheondoong's face but some hot man's body? Oh yes, ladies and gentlemen that's our little boy who used to have a big love for hello kitty:) The choreo is currently at the top of my list of dances I want to learn A.S.A.P. The dancing on the top of a building scene is let's face it a Rain Love Song rip off but who cares? It is MBLAQ dancing on a fucking rooftop(though I really miss the shirtless, ab-showing stuff from it...) I really hope that A + can man up and make this video at least --> this popular You too push the replay button PLEASE:) MBLAQ yaaay Rina off to drea...

Habits

Today after long minutes of thinking, I decided to write down what I do, and what I ususally don't. This might seem to some of you like it's coming from a hypocrite, but in the future I'll try to keep myself to these principles. I'll really do my best. Do-s I do stand up for my friends, in any kind of unfortunate situation. I do break the rules, if it's worth it. I do talk to some people, if it is needed. I do care about to look like someone who keeps herself clean, fresh and well-dressed. I do face what I am scared of. Don't-s I don't hide from anyone, anymore. I don't use my email address as a primary contacting possibility. I don't apply ostrich-politics with people, or situations I can't deal with. I don't make regrets, never I don't forget important birthdays of important people. I don't lie to my friends just because I think it's the way not to hurt them. I DO NOT WALK AWAY FROM A PARTY, ...

Wise voice in my head

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Hey:) I know it half past 5...IN THE MORNING but I felt like writing this down:D Why Do I keep his voice in my head? Because, it doesn't matter how much of an insanity I'm about to commit, at least I can blame it all on someone...or so to say, and nowadays I refer to this voice as the wise voice, although it never was the source of perfect ideas..at all. But his whole personality gives off a vibe that makes you wanna believe, no matter what others say, that "hey that guy comes off as winner from almost everywhere, so why should I not take his advice" In spite of knowing that this is only my, well locked down part of my brain talking, to encourage me to stuff I wouldn't normally do, it is still fun to give his personality to it and I find it cool that a guy with a hat and a guitar gives out advices up there, giving me the opportunity to have a different kind of fun. And call me stupid but mostly, his ideas(pardon me my ideas :D) actually work. And ...

Maybe...

Well I do not have photographic memory, but every picture I have from yesterday's party burnt into my brain, stays with me forever, the dance, the song, the wall, the sudden urge to cry, the bathroom mirror, the face that looked at me from the mirror....these ones all stay with me , if not forever at least for a long time, i'm sure. Thinking that I have a little pride left was overvaluating myself, but what can you actually do, when you see the most beautiful scenario that you have ever seen, all unexpected? Run away from it? Maybe, because if you'd like to know pretty things are not always nice things, in fact, pretty almost too beautiful people are most likely to be the ones who fool you, take your confidence and crush it to the ground. But before that happens, heaven awaits you. :D oh yes so I guess in a way they compensate for your loss: few happy minutes for few years of building up your confidence again.Wait, this does not seem fair to me..hmmm it isn'...

Asian CF's

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Hey:) So who knows me probably knows that Iam a huge fan of Asian music, but what I'm more amazed by is that Korean and sometimes Japanese commercials tend to be longer than what we are used to in Europe and have an interesting storyline as well. In today's post I would like to show some of my favourite CFs from Korea. I am going to group them in the following way: drinks, phones, others Lee Hyori is known as the Korean princess of pop thus she has a lot of CFs on her hands what I love from her are her phone related commercials(yes more:P) probably I don't have to point it out that the focus is on dancing in these ones... now another phone commercial from 2007 watch out for a somewhat intensive story and my fav Korean singer BoA this next one is a funny one:) wonder how they come up with this stuff:D now some drink(mostly alcoholic beverages like soju(similar to sake) and beer) What is the absolute successful selling method for beer? Use under...

TBW

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Hey:) Do you guys have it too? True Blood withdrawal? I sure do so I decided to watch all 3 seasons again before starting with the 4th one.I can't believe how this series is still so addictive and nerve wrecking and can make me sit down for so long... Bla bla over You know what's funny? Nostalgy. When you look up old music videos on YT just to listen to one of your favourite old songs is causing me such a joy and at the same time it surprises you. Or at least it does surprise me. I didn't think that the song I used to dance to with my Mom was released even before I was born...so strange and a lot more stuff comes to my mind. Like what are todays kids listening to, will they listen to these songs even after 20 years,will anyone remember who Jennifer Lopez was? My brother (who's 14 now) thinks of her(J.Lo) as an old lady or quoting "she was famous before but now only an old lady". Is she really old? I mean she is around 40 right? Is that old? Doe...

Not so happy happiness

Hey:) Seems like to me that there are different kinds of happiness in our world. What gives me the pleasure not always gives the other one the same.I know I'm saying old truths again but, it's time for me to say these, again and again, to remind myself I'm still happy just not the happiness I've always wanted. Things are rough nowadays but the only thing missing is stepping up and doing something. I feel this, this overdose of my fears that will have to make a serious change around me, or else I'll die.Although I said around me it is rather inside of me.Soon there will be noone left for me to turn to and that's what I was waiting for.Cause if there's no one you need to step up and look for some friends or relatives or just some random guy from the most absurd place ever. I just came back from Bulgaria and the vacation, the holiday I was supposed to enjoy was causing me great pain, the kind of pain that makes you cry everyday before going to sleep, thi...