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Reunion

Hi:) I missed my blog so I thought I should write:D Last weekend I met up with old friends form high school, which wouldn't be really interesting, or something to write about but we had a horrible Saturday night, hence it deserves an entry. Even the start out was odd, as I had to take a later train which caused me to arrive late at the pizza place where we usually sit in first before drinking. On top of the prices I could mention the miscalculations of the waiter or the rude attitude of the staff. Nevertheless we continued to another place for some alcoholic drinks before the party started,where we met another "unique" waitress, but it was not a time for complaining so I gulped down my beer and we left. It was strange how many young and already drunk people or let's say kids were travelling on the same bus towards the same direction as us.After what happened in Budapest last time with the 3 girls I expected a tight or a little more careful security at the entr...

New Year New Life?

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Maybe 3 years ago I would have started a post with a title like that, but I guess I'm old enough now to realize that a new year is only the beginning of another 12 months of sucking. Nevertheless I thought about showing some new music this January and announcing my first official video for 9th of January:) *yay* my new favourite JOO from JYP Entertainment with Bad Boy then a little fangirling:) MBLAQ came out with Cry which is so so so cool with the dance*-* and the sophisticated agony underwater*-* and the make-up!! .....wait no make up:@ my favourite line btw is "don't trust women" it is a good advice boys:D then what else could I show hmm oh yeah I got it(writing oh yeah made me think of another song as well OK I'm showing that one too:)) TVXQ with only two official member left, released this dance song..I think I don't like them enough to be able to take this in...but it's still part of the legend so... this comment under the video ...

Christmas This Christmas..:D

Hiiii I just finished watching Gayo DaeJun and it was...so so the I missed the most anticipated performances and I had to endure the pain of listening to trot for a whole 10 minutes(or more) It's the kind of music I don't listen to even on my mothertongue:D Today I feel like sharing this with the world, when I woke up my mouth was so dry a couldn't speak, i guess that's what you get if you sleep with your mouth open(cause you can't breathe through your nose....note:I hate having a cold) Other I thought about things while brushing my teeth in the morning.Even when you grow older you make mistakes..a lot of them actually but noone stops you then,More than that you are so much more confident about it. You don't care if you hurt someone, because you are old enough. What can I do when I realize I'm not the person I thought I was? Am I supposed to change now?I should..I know and it would be so easy first time in my life doing what I really want, and not ...

December:) Month of hope?

Hello, although I know I have only one person who reads my stuff on a regular basis..well hopefully I still have that one person:D Here I am back with nothing:D Hectic week and the next weeks too. Exams are nearing and I guess we can call this semester the nadir of my academic life, but it's all my fault. I tried to many things at the same time which could have worked though if I tried a lil' harder. But I'm still a lazy lazy bad girl, adn nowadays I keep losing faith that it'll ever change. I mean the room is still a mess and what am I doing instead of cleaning...checking facebook, twitter plurk...etc. And I'm not gonna be hopeful anymore, writing down some rules and schedules to motivate or inspire me cause I can turn off this page anytime I want,honestly I did not even care about this page for two months:D Probably gonna fail 2 subjects this time if not more, and I don't really want to go to school, it's easier to complain and say "ok, t...
Here's my father's business (a motel)' facebook page:) I guess everyone is on facebook now:D

Today finally:)

After this f*cked up week finally Shinshoku vol. 4. Partyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy:) With Natsuuuu:) This week was not the best of all I guess it'll always get better. Had a huge breakdown in front of my mom, I tried to be open about everything but I was not able to tell her about the shoes,only about the dance lessons....I could hear she was not that happy but at least she tried to hide it.It was another problem to tell her about Ben and my grades..I mean my possible future grades  if it goes on like this....almost every subject makes me nervous, and it's not helping either that on lazy mornings I skip one or two seminars....*I knoowww I'm a  나쁜 학생*   to top all these Tom told me that I'm probably not at the right place if I'm feeling okay, I mean if I'm not neurotic(thing is that I am actually going crazy day by day 'cause of my classes and teachers) it did not made me feel better:) to start off the last day I tried to be on time on the first(and only...

No one really cares about me I guess....BUUUT

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JunHyung               Kikwang                       Dongwoon                  Doojoon                      Yoseob                  Hyunseung :D:D For my one and only Natsu/Minzy/Dóóóóriiii I made this small "let's meet the BEAST members" collection :D because I'm blogging in English..it's gonna be posted in English as well Practice baby:D(I know you are great at English<3) First the one and only leader DooJoon Then comes the ex-BigBang member HyunSeung(L)(L)also called mr queen..or chic Charismatic rapper JunHyung cannot be described...tha-tha-tha-that's okay ge-ge-ge-get away:) AmazingAbs KiKwang, I don't have to introduce him to you...