Kat's Corner

Hey:) I still hate the new blogspot:) I guess it takes a little more time :D After a nice session of outdoor swimming in the morning, everything feels different. I am telling you people it does. Everyone is smiling, no one asks me for money, no one stops me to recruit for some stupid group of newly found believers of Jesus. Seriously even kids smiled at me instead of starting to cry( as they usually do when they see me, true) which  made me really wonder. Anyways today will be the first day of my new kind of life, the one where I start studying in order to forget :D I'll start it with my accounting homework then do some marketing readings and finish off with BM2 homework. I'm sensing that the kind(no sarcasm intended) lady is going to make us write the first test of the semester on Monday. 6th sense, babyyy. I just got my word in German for today which was Aschenbecher....it was a nice surprise from the site to which I have subscribed to, because it actually match...

Hey:)  first...I hate the new blogspot, probably tomorrow I will suddenly fall in love with it....yes 'cause nowadays I spend my sparetime with falling in love...with fucking almost everyone and everything.  Probably it's not falling in love but that's the word and phrase which describes it the best.  The last two weeks I spent in the city in order to forget, what I had brought with myself from my lovely hometown/lame high school life. I'm starting to think that, the method I'm using is not the most perfect one. Actually it is not perfect at all.  Many people say that after one big love the only thing you can do is to look for a new boy..or girl, so I spent pretty much every single day in the new academic year looking for new people. And then when I almost gave up on boys and started thinking about studying well in order to stop thinking about the past, he came.  Sat down next to me on the most boring class ever.And he talked to me. Not just hey, or...

Breaking news!!!!! I just woke up.... OK, OK not so breaking and not so news but today I had a little talk with one of my friends and I realized how much pain she is going through because of the same thing I guess I am. This conversation also made me notice how well I'm handling this compared to her, I annoy just a minimal amount of my friends with 'talking about him' not everyone around me.Soooo, yes I'm over it. More about our little trip to Vienna on Thursday: We were totally excited about it but at the same time I was freaking out because of the heat.I'm not tolerating well the hot temperature, really I look like someone who had run the marathon even after I take two steps in this hot wheater. But I endured it. It was fine till the end of the day, we went to see the castle of Schönbrunn and we took a lot of photos, and then we took on the Vienna public transportation to get to Mariahilferstraße which was awesome. After long long hours of shopping all we...

What is bad about having an invisible wound? You can never prepare for those moments when something touches it accidentally and it hurts so bad you could cry, and 9 times out if 10 you usually do. And then you wait, and wait, and you even think that it's healed, and then BUMMM. There you have it again, the wave of pain is rushing through your body, and it's not like you can blame it on anyone. It's all your fault, you were careless, you thought it's just another decision what adults make, you think you are over it but that's a fairytale. I used to think that feelings can be controlled by mind, and it worked for a total of 6 months(approximately)(not like I counted :D)and after everyone has already told you that you are doing something wrong with your life, and you didn't listen to any of those true friends that tried to stop you, at a point you stop being stubborn.That's the point where you are usually late. I am not writing this out of self-pity. I had my...

hey Let's face, from time to time we face this feeling but for most of us, it goes away at the moment when we realise why we did not do that thing that we regret now. But some of us, who are not able to handle their lives the way it should be, well, we face these feelings every two months and it can only be covered for a few months in our minds then it pops up again, blocking our sanity, making us unable to live our lives...and to be honest it sucks. big time. It's like our period(talking to women), it's uncomfortable although we do know when it's due, and we can easily plan everything, it's still not comfy at all. But thanks to my tremendous amount of experience in not blocking my selfish feelings and ending up hurting the other, i finally seem to be able to hold myself back from ruining the pleasant lifestyle of a past love nterest just because of the "if could turn back time" virus commonly known as the "what if" situation. As an educa...

Hey:) so my favorite boys have released their anticipated 3rd mini album and I L.O.V.E it. and the title MV? it is just so not MBLAQ and at the same time it is totally them, with G.O-s emotional voice, with Mir's phlegmatic rap and Seungho's lips and Joon's annoying but at the same time improving voice...or wait is it really theM:::??? who is that guy that has Cheondoong's face but some hot man's body? Oh yes, ladies and gentlemen that's our little boy who used to have a big love for hello kitty:) The choreo is currently at the top of my list of dances I want to learn A.S.A.P. The dancing on the top of a building scene is let's face it a Rain Love Song rip off but who cares? It is MBLAQ dancing on a fucking rooftop(though I really miss the shirtless, ab-showing stuff from it...) I really hope that A + can man up and make this video at least --> this popular You too push the replay button PLEASE:) MBLAQ yaaay Rina off to drea...

Today after long minutes of thinking, I decided to write down what I do, and what I ususally don't. This might seem to some of you like it's coming from a hypocrite, but in the future I'll try to keep myself to these principles. I'll really do my best. Do-s I do stand up for my friends, in any kind of unfortunate situation. I do break the rules, if it's worth it. I do talk to some people, if it is needed. I do care about to look like someone who keeps herself clean, fresh and well-dressed. I do face what I am scared of. Don't-s I don't hide from anyone, anymore. I don't use my email address as a primary contacting possibility. I don't apply ostrich-politics with people, or situations I can't deal with. I don't make regrets, never I don't forget important birthdays of important people. I don't lie to my friends just because I think it's the way not to hurt them. I DO NOT WALK AWAY FROM A PARTY, ...