Kat's Corner

Hey:) I still hate the new blogspot:) I guess it takes a little more time :D After a nice session of outdoor swimming in the morning, everything feels different. I am telling you people it does. Everyone is smiling, no one asks me for money, no one stops me to recruit for some stupid group of newly found believers of Jesus. Seriously even kids smiled at me instead of starting to cry( as they usually do when they see me, true) which  made me really wonder. Anyways today will be the first day of my new kind of life, the one where I start studying in order to forget :D I'll start it with my accounting homework then do some marketing readings and finish off with BM2 homework. I'm sensing that the kind(no sarcasm intended) lady is going to make us write the first test of the semester on Monday. 6th sense, babyyy. I just got my word in German for today which was Aschenbecher....it was a nice surprise from the site to which I have subscribed to, because it actually match...

Hey:)  first...I hate the new blogspot, probably tomorrow I will suddenly fall in love with it....yes 'cause nowadays I spend my sparetime with falling in love...with fucking almost everyone and everything.  Probably it's not falling in love but that's the word and phrase which describes it the best.  The last two weeks I spent in the city in order to forget, what I had brought with myself from my lovely hometown/lame high school life. I'm starting to think that, the method I'm using is not the most perfect one. Actually it is not perfect at all.  Many people say that after one big love the only thing you can do is to look for a new boy..or girl, so I spent pretty much every single day in the new academic year looking for new people. And then when I almost gave up on boys and started thinking about studying well in order to stop thinking about the past, he came.  Sat down next to me on the most boring class ever.And he talked to me. Not just hey, or...

Breaking news!!!!! I just woke up.... OK, OK not so breaking and not so news but today I had a little talk with one of my friends and I realized how much pain she is going through because of the same thing I guess I am. This conversation also made me notice how well I'm handling this compared to her, I annoy just a minimal amount of my friends with 'talking about him' not everyone around me.Soooo, yes I'm over it. More about our little trip to Vienna on Thursday: We were totally excited about it but at the same time I was freaking out because of the heat.I'm not tolerating well the hot temperature, really I look like someone who had run the marathon even after I take two steps in this hot wheater. But I endured it. It was fine till the end of the day, we went to see the castle of Schönbrunn and we took a lot of photos, and then we took on the Vienna public transportation to get to Mariahilferstraße which was awesome. After long long hours of shopping all we...

What is bad about having an invisible wound? You can never prepare for those moments when something touches it accidentally and it hurts so bad you could cry, and 9 times out if 10 you usually do. And then you wait, and wait, and you even think that it's healed, and then BUMMM. There you have it again, the wave of pain is rushing through your body, and it's not like you can blame it on anyone. It's all your fault, you were careless, you thought it's just another decision what adults make, you think you are over it but that's a fairytale. I used to think that feelings can be controlled by mind, and it worked for a total of 6 months(approximately)(not like I counted :D)and after everyone has already told you that you are doing something wrong with your life, and you didn't listen to any of those true friends that tried to stop you, at a point you stop being stubborn.That's the point where you are usually late. I am not writing this out of self-pity. I had my...

hey Let's face, from time to time we face this feeling but for most of us, it goes away at the moment when we realise why we did not do that thing that we regret now. But some of us, who are not able to handle their lives the way it should be, well, we face these feelings every two months and it can only be covered for a few months in our minds then it pops up again, blocking our sanity, making us unable to live our lives...and to be honest it sucks. big time. It's like our period(talking to women), it's uncomfortable although we do know when it's due, and we can easily plan everything, it's still not comfy at all. But thanks to my tremendous amount of experience in not blocking my selfish feelings and ending up hurting the other, i finally seem to be able to hold myself back from ruining the pleasant lifestyle of a past love nterest just because of the "if could turn back time" virus commonly known as the "what if" situation. As an educa...

Hey:) so my favorite boys have released their anticipated 3rd mini album and I L.O.V.E it. and the title MV? it is just so not MBLAQ and at the same time it is totally them, with G.O-s emotional voice, with Mir's phlegmatic rap and Seungho's lips and Joon's annoying but at the same time improving voice...or wait is it really theM:::??? who is that guy that has Cheondoong's face but some hot man's body? Oh yes, ladies and gentlemen that's our little boy who used to have a big love for hello kitty:) The choreo is currently at the top of my list of dances I want to learn A.S.A.P. The dancing on the top of a building scene is let's face it a Rain Love Song rip off but who cares? It is MBLAQ dancing on a fucking rooftop(though I really miss the shirtless, ab-showing stuff from it...) I really hope that A + can man up and make this video at least --> this popular You too push the replay button PLEASE:) MBLAQ yaaay Rina off to drea...

Today after long minutes of thinking, I decided to write down what I do, and what I ususally don't. This might seem to some of you like it's coming from a hypocrite, but in the future I'll try to keep myself to these principles. I'll really do my best. Do-s I do stand up for my friends, in any kind of unfortunate situation. I do break the rules, if it's worth it. I do talk to some people, if it is needed. I do care about to look like someone who keeps herself clean, fresh and well-dressed. I do face what I am scared of. Don't-s I don't hide from anyone, anymore. I don't use my email address as a primary contacting possibility. I don't apply ostrich-politics with people, or situations I can't deal with. I don't make regrets, never I don't forget important birthdays of important people. I don't lie to my friends just because I think it's the way not to hurt them. I DO NOT WALK AWAY FROM A PARTY, ...

Hey:) I know it half past 5...IN THE MORNING but I felt like writing this down:D Why Do I keep his voice in my head? Because, it doesn't matter how much of an insanity I'm about to commit, at least I can blame it all on someone...or so to say, and nowadays I refer to this voice as the wise voice, although it never was the source of perfect ideas..at all. But his whole personality gives off a vibe that makes you wanna believe, no matter what others say, that "hey that guy comes off as winner from almost everywhere, so why should I not take his advice" In spite of knowing that this is only my, well locked down part of my brain talking, to encourage me to stuff I wouldn't normally do, it is still fun to give his personality to it and I find it cool that a guy with a hat and a guitar gives out advices up there, giving me the opportunity to have a different kind of fun. And call me stupid but mostly, his ideas(pardon me my ideas :D) actually work. And ...

Well I do not have photographic memory, but every picture I have from yesterday's party burnt into my brain, stays with me forever, the dance, the song, the wall, the sudden urge to cry, the bathroom mirror, the face that looked at me from the mirror....these ones all stay with me , if not forever at least for a long time, i'm sure. Thinking that I have a little pride left was overvaluating myself, but what can you actually do, when you see the most beautiful scenario that you have ever seen, all unexpected? Run away from it? Maybe, because if you'd like to know pretty things are not always nice things, in fact, pretty almost too beautiful people are most likely to be the ones who fool you, take your confidence and crush it to the ground. But before that happens, heaven awaits you. :D oh yes so I guess in a way they compensate for your loss: few happy minutes for few years of building up your confidence again.Wait, this does not seem fair to me..hmmm it isn'...

Hey:) So who knows me probably knows that Iam a huge fan of Asian music, but what I'm more amazed by is that Korean and sometimes Japanese commercials tend to be longer than what we are used to in Europe and have an interesting storyline as well. In today's post I would like to show some of my favourite CFs from Korea. I am going to group them in the following way: drinks, phones, others Lee Hyori is known as the Korean princess of pop thus she has a lot of CFs on her hands what I love from her are her phone related commercials(yes more:P) probably I don't have to point it out that the focus is on dancing in these ones... now another phone commercial from 2007 watch out for a somewhat intensive story and my fav Korean singer BoA this next one is a funny one:) wonder how they come up with this stuff:D now some drink(mostly alcoholic beverages like soju(similar to sake) and beer) What is the absolute successful selling method for beer? Use under...

Hey:) Do you guys have it too? True Blood withdrawal? I sure do so I decided to watch all 3 seasons again before starting with the 4th one.I can't believe how this series is still so addictive and nerve wrecking and can make me sit down for so long... Bla bla over You know what's funny? Nostalgy. When you look up old music videos on YT just to listen to one of your favourite old songs is causing me such a joy and at the same time it surprises you. Or at least it does surprise me. I didn't think that the song I used to dance to with my Mom was released even before I was born...so strange and a lot more stuff comes to my mind. Like what are todays kids listening to, will they listen to these songs even after 20 years,will anyone remember who Jennifer Lopez was? My brother (who's 14 now) thinks of her(J.Lo) as an old lady or quoting "she was famous before but now only an old lady". Is she really old? I mean she is around 40 right? Is that old? Doe...

Hey:) Seems like to me that there are different kinds of happiness in our world. What gives me the pleasure not always gives the other one the same.I know I'm saying old truths again but, it's time for me to say these, again and again, to remind myself I'm still happy just not the happiness I've always wanted. Things are rough nowadays but the only thing missing is stepping up and doing something. I feel this, this overdose of my fears that will have to make a serious change around me, or else I'll die.Although I said around me it is rather inside of me.Soon there will be noone left for me to turn to and that's what I was waiting for.Cause if there's no one you need to step up and look for some friends or relatives or just some random guy from the most absurd place ever. I just came back from Bulgaria and the vacation, the holiday I was supposed to enjoy was causing me great pain, the kind of pain that makes you cry everyday before going to sleep, thi...

Hey:) If you ask me, sanity is relative(just like everything else) But in every individual situation there is a point where sanity stops being relative and becomes serious. In most cases that's the part when you lose it, I mean your sanity.The perfect world around you stops its existence and turns into something chaotic,wild and dangerous. And the worst part is, you don't even remember when or where it started. you're just floating in a huge dark dollop...and it does not scare you anymore.. To be honest the whole being scared part got eliminated, from everywhere. And this is where your friends start to notice it,that you are completely lost..or do they? What happens to those of us that don't get noticed.Are we the quiet murderers? Or simply we keep floating around not hurting anyone around us, for the very simple reason : we don't make contacts, we have noone to hurt. There is only you and you, we stay alone with our thoughts,all of them, in a dark col...

We all need inspiration we do..and when we don't get it we feel the lack of it. however if we get too inspired we might lose those people who were there with us, even at that time when we were not so inspired. They say that humans can't fly. There a lot of different names, that we call those of us who play with the idea of flying : innovative, adventurous, we might even say they are amazing but why does no one mention stupid? Yes if you try to fly you will end up on the ground, and it's gonna hurt...real bad. But some people will disagree with me, bringing up reasons like: The moment of flying itself makes it so worth to fall at the end . Is that really so f*cking good to fly, that you are willing to hurt yourself for it? I would have asked this 2 weeks ago when I didn't know what flying felt like.Cause it feels great,not even describable with words, you believe you are capable of anything.When you are on the ground you may cry from the pain, but that'...

Hello We're back from our small trip to the beautiful English capital city:) In the title I'm referring to the gap between the tube and the platform as well as the huge gap between our lovely homecountry and the above mentioned London. I made some statements but without any devices I couldn't share it with the world so, I'm doing it now:) Ready? 1. In London either you have 2 blackberries or A blackberry and an iPhone, the latter strictly used for listening to music on the tube. 2.If they ask you to leave now if you have a nervous condition, they are not kidding, LEAVE. 3. Number 2 is especially important if you are visiting the London Bridge Experience exhibition.They really mean it. 4.On the tube you fight for the seats(I know I should do that in Budapest too) and apparently when you are giving up a seat for an old lady you are to be seen as an extremely stupid person. 5.There are more tourists than locals. 6. You can differentiate them the followin...

Hello this is going to be the first blog about a future happening namely our trip to London:) We're gonna depart from my beloved Budapest at 6 in the morning(brrr) but hey I'm cool with that we only have to wake up at 3 am.....I'm still cool with that. Hopefully everything's gonna be fine, and I won't quarrel with Mom all the time:) When we get back to Hungary we're gonna go straight to Shinshoku,I pray to still have energy after arriving at midnight. The only problem is how Natsu is going to get into the apartement, but I'll try to hide the key for her(keep your fingers crossed). It's still undecided where we'll rest after the party because my Mom says she'll be tired and wants to see noone at the flat....so ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh I wouldn't mind if I got no sleep on a regular Saturday but on this Sunday we have a wonderful Japanese class as well, hence the desperate search for a place to sleep and wash up... God help us:D I shoul...

It's been a long time:) Okay 10 days but still, that's a lot in blogtime:D I am declaring Sunday as my new favourite day of the week. Why exactly? I think I have a crush...oh yeah I know how can I have a crush when I'm over the hormone-filled puperty? But still whatever this guy does make my heart beat faster, so I thought about how to explain the phenomenon and the only sane solution was: crush If I wanted to talk about all the insane possibilities, that could probably go on for a day so I'm staying with the previous one. Not enough that I am having these small attacks, which basically blocks me from studying Japanese properly(thanks God I already know this material)I even declared the day when I have the opportunity of meeting him the favourite , the happiest day of the week, not to mention my dreams... Last time I had a crush it went on for 2 years so I can only hope that this time it won't be the same...(pray for my sanity please) Other For about...

Hey:) So first of all there were some challenges during school today but I managed to overcome the urge to hit our new Basics of management teacher(which was quite hard actually:P) He seriously has some issues but the best part is that we have another course with him on the same day(yaaay...) One thing I learned today it does not matter how you look or smell in the morning or how prepared you are the most important thing is to make it on time for his lesson.I guess today was worth waking up.:D Other than school, a few days ago I talked to an old classmate about an other old classmate that I haven't met in a long time but the world is indeed small as I met her today on my way to dance class. We had an amazingly awkward conversation, you know that kind that only mentions how good you are doing at school at home etc. and the one where you assure the old mate about 34 times in one sentence how you miss her/him and always wanto contact them but you never can because*insert lame ma...

Hello:) It's still clean, the apartement is still clean yaaay:D Other, yesterday I went to support Adél, because she became a trainee buddy at AIESEC and she had to pick up a Polish guy at the bus station. It was obvious, that I would go since I live two tube stations away from the bus- terminal. Though I totally freaked out that(as usual) I'm not gonna make it in time but it came out that the bus coming from Krakow had to face traffic jam around Zakopane(still in Poland) so it was late by more than an hour. *huh* So we decided to go inside the terminal where we don't have to worry about loosing one or two fingers because of the freezing cold outside.The only problem was that they ( rude small fat smurf a.k.a security:D) closed the terminal after 11 pm..... I was like WTF?? The last bus was scheduled to leave around quarter to midnight so all the people waiting for their bus to Madrid and of course Adél and I had to wait more than half an hour outside. I'm se...

Hello:) I have huge/ great/ big news. The apartement is clean. Yes clean,yeaaah you read it well. CLEAN.Everything is in order, every item has it's place, and it feels wonderful which motivates me to keep it this way, I should probably shoot the video about how I live(before it gets messy again:P:P no waaaay) So instead of singing everyday a SHOCK every night a SHOCK My logo song will sound something like this: Every day I CLEAN Every night I CLEAN sorry  제발 내게 다시 돌아 오지마    (and here the please come back part is modified into never come back to me again meaning that dirt and mess should never return to me:P) Yay second semester Yay Tomorrow is Friday and I won't have any classes.*applause*But I still have to take the tour-guide exam, which sucks but I'm gonna make it. Today was fun,well okay not really fun, I had to wake up at 6 then I had a...hmm....cool German class then I headed to the dentist(how cool is that -.-') buuut they said at the dentist that if ever...

Hello:) On Friday after I succesfully handed in my index and registered myself for the next semester, I tried to study for the tour-guide exam on Sunday, but I failed. Somehow I didn't have the mindset to clean the apartement either so I met up with Natsu and his friend from the USA who happened to spend 10 days in Budapest. First I was really awkward because the guy obviously has a crush on Natsu, but at least I was with people instead of sitting in front of the computer all day long.We started at Westend but after eating we decided to visit the Japanese Manga and Anime themed exhibition at the Museum of Commerce and Catering. It was a cute little collection of famous characters and some historical facts about Japanese society and the culture in general. It's worth visiting as it's free and something light, it's open till February 14 Again on Saturday nothing really happened I should have studied but somehow I didn't manage but I watched a cool Korean movie C...

Before I start let me write a short message to my future self, it'll only take 2 minutes Dear Rina there are two options 1. you are unemployed, cut-off of the family budget,miserable and fat still holding onto a picture of your favourite idol under the bridge 2. you are a succesful tour-guide/hotel-manager/YG-dancer(most unlikely) and you are married to a wonderful guy. The way you probably reached the 1. was not studying , being lazy, staying home all the time and watching dramas. But if for some odd reasons you got the 2. then I would like to sincerely congratulate because most likely after you wrote this to yourself you turned off the computer went to sleep and the next day you started exercising, stopped blaming others instead of yourself and most importantly you have only occasionally watched series. Love, Rina20110204 Well, yes it took more then 2 minutes right?Who cares:) I'm always looking forward to Thursdays because on these days I get to dance in a p...

Helloo:) After I found my previously hidden motivation to blog, I'm slowly getting addicted to this as well. As the title says I have something to blurt out to the world(but I'm still shy about standing up to the public:P)especially to 14 year old girls on facebook. If you decide to post a (good) song, or a video on your/my/anyone's wall make sure you get the meaning of the lyrics first. If she got the overall message of the above mentioned song, then I apologize for the following sentences. By my interpretation this lollipop that Kumi is singing about can be seen as her way of saying "I'm not gonna give myself to you, or anyone with features like you" or I even dare to say that this song suggest Japanese males to man up for the girl to get her in bed. "licking my lollipop" seems to be an innocent phrase, however put into context of the lyrics of this song(again this is only what I see)kind of seems to me her telling man that till she finds a...

Hello:) I guess I lost my only regular reader so I shall look for other people. *please notice me bigbigworld* Today I started my new life, so I'm kind of proud of myself. I was out of the bed before 9 am *yes I used to sleep till noon, please don't hate me:D* and I also made it to the library *clapclapclap* and I got all the books I need to study so from today on nothing can stop me from becoming the best tour-guide ever.Okay ,still my laziness could but there's no way it's gonna happen, not now that I'm determined like this. So fighting!! Also today we were supposed to visit a Japanese-manga-anime culture themed exhibition, but unfortunately we didn't make it for various reasons for example Natsu was late (for an hour):D though we decided to go next week instead. Besides this nothing much happened on this lovely Tuesday. Dance was fun, I had enough place to dance and we tried our new routine for this song(which is currently my favourite*-*) Als...

Hi:) I missed my blog so I thought I should write:D Last weekend I met up with old friends form high school, which wouldn't be really interesting, or something to write about but we had a horrible Saturday night, hence it deserves an entry. Even the start out was odd, as I had to take a later train which caused me to arrive late at the pizza place where we usually sit in first before drinking. On top of the prices I could mention the miscalculations of the waiter or the rude attitude of the staff. Nevertheless we continued to another place for some alcoholic drinks before the party started,where we met another "unique" waitress, but it was not a time for complaining so I gulped down my beer and we left. It was strange how many young and already drunk people or let's say kids were travelling on the same bus towards the same direction as us.After what happened in Budapest last time with the 3 girls I expected a tight or a little more careful security at the entr...

Maybe 3 years ago I would have started a post with a title like that, but I guess I'm old enough now to realize that a new year is only the beginning of another 12 months of sucking. Nevertheless I thought about showing some new music this January and announcing my first official video for 9th of January:) *yay* my new favourite JOO from JYP Entertainment with Bad Boy then a little fangirling:) MBLAQ came out with Cry which is so so so cool with the dance*-* and the sophisticated agony underwater*-* and the make-up!! .....wait no make up:@ my favourite line btw is "don't trust women" it is a good advice boys:D then what else could I show hmm oh yeah I got it(writing oh yeah made me think of another song as well OK I'm showing that one too:)) TVXQ with only two official member left, released this dance song..I think I don't like them enough to be able to take this in...but it's still part of the legend so... this comment under the video ...